Facebook is a daily part of my life but today, if i express anything in FB; it might be hold against me. Hence, this blogging.
Life does not allow us to choose life. It didnt give me a chance to make choice when i really really wanted to. When i was born I feel like my whole life is already scripted right in front of me.
When things goes wrong (now it is really really going into the wrong way), I can't look up to anyone for comfort. Sometimes, people says that God sees your cries and needs and today I am wondering does He? I'm hurt, alone. afraid and confuse and I don't have anyone beside me. It isn't fair at all.....
When company is all I need and if i have one, I can't even express my feelings. In this world all that you express, say and do must be of good for others and not myself. WHY? I don't get this justification, that you could and say anything you want BUT I can't. and if I do, that means I'm still leaving in my past/ I'm not moving forward or even that I'm not forgiving....
~ROSE ~
